i am driving myself sick with desire

⋆☾⋆⁺₊ separation from my muse

admist routinely nightly fantasies and rationalisations i’ve come to realise that my desires can’t make sense intellectually , i’ve tried to intellectualise my feelings for someone i don’t know well enough to have big feelings for , yet something has turned me inside out with wanting more . passion. eye contact. touch. i want to be moved by him.

my eyes…